On the Run

Running Retrospective, 2018 Edition

I recall spending some time reflecting on my 2018 running adventures in the fading days of December. This was largely inspired by a curiosity of what my Strava Heatmap looked like for the year. I have often joked that much of the reason I collect so much data on my activities is I like the pretty pictures that come about as a result. Of course, I am an engineer, and some may challenge my assertion that charts and metrics are a form of high art. The reality, however, is that I am fascinated by the physiological adaptations that come about through different training methods and the prospect of predicting my race results through performance metrics.

I ran just over 2100 miles in 2018. That happened through 275 runs over roughly the same number of hours. I participated in three marathons during the year and logged two additional marathons by the time I finally ended my “season” in the early part of 2019. I was certainly ready for a rest and am still struggling a bit to dig deep for the next goal.  I have now been running for five and a half years and have participated in eight marathons over this time.

In January of 2018 I achieved my first BQ (Boston Qualifier). This came about at the Chevron Houston Marathon. The conditions were great! We started the race with temps in the mid-30’s and finished in the low 40’s. I was on a sub-3 pace through the first 12 miles. A short time later I pulled off for a bio-break and lost a fair amount of momentum. I ended up finishing with a time of 3:09:25 and nothing left on the table. My lessons from the race were in the realms of pacing and nutrition. (I still have much to learn in both of these arenas.) While I believe I could have shaved a couple minutes off the time, I felt great about where I landed and recorded PRs at 10k, 10-mile, half-marathon, and marathon distances. I also started a tradition of enjoying Rocket Fuel as part of my post-marathon celebration.

Two days after the marathon I was back to running. As it turned out, this was foolhardy. Between the lack of recovery time and a change in stride brought about by running on the treadmill during some foul weather, I ran my way into a diagnosis of patellofemoral stress syndrome. (a.k.a. “runner’s knee” or put in another way, that thing that happens when you don’t properly cross-train, strength-train, or recover.) The pain was rather intense and I ended up going to the ortho for a consult. The x-ray and symptoms gave reasonable chance that I was suffering from a meniscus tear… so off to the MRI machine I went. After reviewing the images, the doc, a well-respected athlete and orthopedic surgeon, gave me a few fancy words to help me feel better about the pain and sent me on my way with some topical meds, instructions to spend more time cross-training, and those ever so confusing words “if it doesn’t hurt too much, you can keep running.” This falls in the same line as that question they ask when you go into the clinic for an injury: “On a scale of 1 to 10, how bad does it hurt?” The problem I have with that question is I take it literally and as such struggle to claim a number above a 4.

Do I ever hurt when I run?  Yes, but isn’t it supposed to hurt. Why else would you call it a workout?

Do I sometimes feel like I am going to faint from the pain while walking down the hall with a running injury?  Yes, but it gets better after the first 100 feet or so.

So, on this scale question, I figure a 10 would be someone cutting off my foot with a dull saw and no pain killer. If 10 is the upper limit of the scale, it should be the worst pain I can imagine. I can imagine some fairly intense pain, as such, anything less than that seems like it should live on the opposite side of the scale. If I rank the pain above a 5, it is likely I am hurling or going faint.

With a name to my knee pain, I eased up for several weeks, but then started to ponder what I would do with my Woodlands Marathon registration. I soon learned my friend Bob planned to run in the event. Bob is a great encourager and was a huge inspiration in my early running days, I floated the idea of running the marathon socially within him and started adding back some moderate training miles. I really enjoyed myself during that race!  No pressure, no time goals, no agenda. Just a long run with a good friend.

With the race season at its end and the hot days of summer just around the corner, I eased off of any formal training for a few months. The next big event was scheduled early December: CIM, the California International Marathon in Sacramento. I dug deep in the training for this race, closely following Hanson’s (err, Humphrey) Marathon Method, the plan I used leading into my PR at the Houston Marathon. Things were going well for the front half of the race. I fell off the proverbial cliff from there, however. I lost contact with a 3-hour pace group around the halfway point and continued to lose time as both thighs and calves began to cramp. This wasn’t the result I was hoping for, but it was an all-around good experience enjoying the time with friends and family and the beautiful CIM course. While I didn’t reach my goal for the marathon, I managed to take 6 PRs at shorter distances. I suspect I would have hit my mark had I targeted a 3:05 finish. The 2:58 pace I was running for the first 15 miles, however, was outside my limits and I cracked around the 17-mile mark.

After considering my options for a week, I jumped back into action and signed up for the 2019 Houston Marathon, scheduled for eight weeks after CIM, in mid-January. At this point I had run marathons with self-curated plans based on Hal Higdon’s methods and Hansons Marathon Method. I decided it was time to call in the experts. I signed on for a custom planning plan with Vantage Point Endurance with coach Ronnie Delzer. The next six weeks of training certainly upped the game. While I appreciate Hanson’s focus on physiological adaptation and the concept of running efficiently when fatigued, this method doesn’t include runs longer than 16 miles. I am convinced this was a key factor in challenges at CIM. The Houston race was a victory. I paced well and hit my target of 3:05. My only regret is failing to hold to my nutrition plan. Along the course I convinced myself that fiddling with my back zipper for a gel would slow me down.  (For marathon’s I run with two gels on the side of my hydration bottle and three in my back pocket.) So, my last fuel, other than course Gatorade, was at mile 12. I started to feel the gravity of this mistake in the last four miles of the race. In the last quarter mile, I had nothing left. My muscles weren’t cramping or seizing up and my cardio was in check, but it took that I had to keep my legs in motion.

Given this is a 2018 retrospective, I will save my 2019 Woodlands Marathon Relay and my Boston debut stories for another day. This narrative, however, wouldn’t be complete if I didn’t mention zero dark thirty (ZDT). Simply put, this is my running community. Named in recognition of our early morning runs, the group has become a foundational part of my running story. A group of wonderful fast fun encouraging friends.

I am a Runner

There was a time when I did a lot of cycling. I fell into the sport shortly after moving to Texas, drawn into the cycling community through a MS150 cycling team sponsored by my employer.

My first training ride was on a heavy mountain bike, which didn’t fare well against the well-tuned road bikes of my companions. Before long, I upgraded my equipment (a couple of times) and found myself logging 100 miles each Saturday morning. As the family grew, the time consumed by cycling became more than I was willing to give and I put the bike aside.

A few years later I decided to venture into the world of running. I had previously scoffed at the idea of running, joking that I liked to avoid friction and, therefore, any reasonable mode of transportation should have well lubricated wheels. Besides, if you work your way to the top of a hill, why should you have to work to get back to the bottom?

I have come to love the simplicity of running. Little is required beyond a pair of shoes. There are no teams or roles to be defined. There are no tires to inspect nor bulky gear to transport. The rules are simple, put one foot in front of the other, find your comfort zone, and explore your personal limits on your own terms.

That isn’t to say I didn’t face questions. One of my first questions was what shoes to run in. My “gym shoes” at the time were a $50 pair of basic athletic-ish shoes picked up at Walmart or DSW. My response to the shoe question was to sheepishly walk into a big box sports store and purchase the 2nd to most expensive running shoe I saw that had a bunch of technobabble words on the display.

I figured I didn’t need the most expensive shoe; the least expensive also seemed like a poor choice. I ended up with a pair of ASICS Kayano’s. It wasn’t until a year later, when I purchased my second pair of running shoes, that I learned these shoes were targeted for those needing stabilization support, which I did not. My local running store was a big help on this front. They looked at my old shoes, watched me walk, watched me run in various shoes, and provided a basic understanding of the purpose of the technology built into different running shoes. Running around 2400 miles a year, I now replace my shoes every two to three months. I have grown more comfortable in knowing what works best for me under different conditions and what injuries stem from running in “the wrong shoes.”

I started running when I was 39.  For the first couple years I was reticent to claim the identity of runner. Runners were those people who ran track in high school, who were fast, who knew all the answers about technique and training; runners were… not me. My commitment to the sport continued to grow, however, and I soon found myself waking up at 4:30 in the morning–even on weekends–for the pain and enjoyment of a run and the running community I had found. The day I realized I was waking up before dawn to run in the rain, I acknowledged that I am a runner.

One of the great joys that has come from running is the freedom it provides to explore new places. In my cycling days, I was often preoccupied with how I would get my saddle time in. Hotel spin bikes were often in disrepair, and renting a bike or finding a safe place to ride when traveling presented its own challenges. I have enjoyed some wonderful times with the bike on vacation, but it is a lot easier to pack a pair of shoes and run out the door without a second thought.

In our family travels, Tamara now eagerly awaits my return from the first run in a new city: I report back the sights and sounds, tell the children of the parks to be explored, make a mental note of the local coffee shops and stores, and gain an appreciation for the pulse of the city as I travel its streets and pathways.

But the run isn’t only about exploring my surroundings. I use the time to explore my own thoughts, reflecting on the experiences of the day and my ambitions for the days ahead.

Boston 2019

Boston day 1 was a blast! Tim and I laughed a lot as we walked around the city this evening. He did a fabulous job posing for all the photos I wanted to take of him, and even got one of me.

Day 2 was all about the Marathon and Coffee Expos! We started at the marathon expo then headed over to the world of coffee. What differing experiences to have in one day (though both held lots of energetic people 😆). We had our DNA taken to have it tested for health purposes—that was my fav marathon vendor—and we got some great marathon mementos for the family. Then we crossed town (mostly walking) and at the SCAA Expo. Tim explored roasters and looked for our next grinder while I honed in on the tea exhibitors. (I am on a quest to make Butterfly Pea Flower tea taste yummy!)

Both Expos were sooooo much bigger than I expected and our feet were beat. We ended the day by just relaxing and putting them up for a while as we waited for dinnertime.

During our third day in Boston and on the eve of the Marathon, I began to have a completely different sensibility drive my actions of the day: protectionism.

Each choice and action was accompanied (on my part) by the thought of how it would effect Tim’s run. Should we walk to every destination? (We always did.) Has he eaten enough and hydrated enough? (Nope.) Is there anything I could do to make the day easier? (I ended up picking up dinner we could eat in the suite.)

At the coffee expo, we limited tasting coffee and focused on wide variety of alternative drinks: teas and scrubs… whatever didn’t contain caffeine. That was a good choice. Tim was in bed, trying to sleep, by 7:30, and I sat in the darkened living room with my headphones in my ears rewatching a not-too-funny movie (so I wouldn’t LOL) to kill the time.

This morning, we prayed for safety, strength, and speed, and he was out the door by 5:30 a.m.

Now I am in the “quiet” time between his departure and his arrival. Before this race, when he ran Houston or The Woodlands or Sacramento, the quiet time while he actually ran the 26.2 miles was not so quiet because I was Momming and actively caring for the children.

Not today. Today our family is back home, supporting us with their care of the children. And today I am walking through this beautiful city, which is both fully energized for the Marathon and empty feeling in these hours before any runners near the finish. All the sites on the Freedom Trail, which I am slowly walking, are almost abandoned, completely without the crowds we saw yesterday or the day before. Of course, as I walk toward Boylston Street and the finish line, I will see that they are there en masse, not gone, just re-situated.

As for Tim right now? He started at 10:06, and he’s halfway there! I received notification that Tim arrived at mile 13.1 at 11:46 a.m., and will share again when he’s done. Do pray, if you will, for all these runners out here. They really put so much of themselves into the goal of getting here and finishing well. May they all have safety, strength, and speed today!

Love from Boston!! 💛💙

A Running Journal, of sorts…

When going for a long run, one has a fair amount of time to get alone with their thoughts. Sometimes those thoughts are meaningful. There are plenty of occasions, however, when those “brilliant ideas” that come somewhere between exhaustion and exhilaration inhabit a different reality; one that doesn’t squarely align with other moments of the day. These are, nevertheless, seeds that grow over time. As the miles grind on and the days unfold they begin to take shape into a vision of new opportunities and innovations.

This blog came about through one of those seeds. We have yet to see if it grows into a patch of weeds or something of beauty and inspiration. Perhaps you will find a bit of both as you wander these pages. Whatever it is, I do hope you find something of value. As you have figured out by now, this isn’t a journal about running. It is, rather, a place where I can chronicle my woodworking and coffee adventures.